As soon as you start to think about (impersonal) liberation, as soon as you start to think about material desires, immediately you become in anxiety. Krishna bhakta nishkam ata eva santa, that Krishna devotees only think how to please Krishna. And what wonderful desire Krishna is expressing now. All he wants is, “let the people serve Me”.
Lord Caitanya said let the people chant and dance in ecstasy. So if a person simply absorbs himself in that service to Lord Caitanya, giving out the mercy there is no time for any material anxiety or miseries. Simply the anxiety how to bring people to Krishna consciousness. That anxiety produces love for Krishna even in the preacher.
So while preaching, one is developing love for Krishna. ‘bhukti mukti siddi kami sakale asanta: those who want material elevation, liberation from birth and death, who want mystic power, they are all disturbed people. They are all unpeaceful, they are all agitated, they are all in anxiety. When will I get liberation? when will I.. but a devotee’s anxiety is how, when will these people become Krishna conscious? How can I help them to be Krishna conscious.
That desire, because it is Krishna’s desire is actually no desire at all. It’s a complete harmony with Krishna. It brings one into closer and closer contact with Krishna, makes one a confidential devotee of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu, which means one is already above the laws of karma, is already above the material world.HH Jayapataka Swami Srimad Bhagavatam Class: 2.1.14 October 31th, 1982